52 Monday Morning Stress Reduction Mantras
43. There are thousands of little things that just aren’t worth fighting for – I will let them go. I will choose my battles wisely.
"I realized that I was holding onto something that didn’t exsist anymore. That the person I missed didn’t exist anymore. People change."
I want someone to fight for me.
Just once. I want someone to be afraid of losing me. I want them to mean it. I want them to genuinely be afraid of losing me. You have those people, that just say that they never want to lose you. But then one day, they decide to leave. I want someone to fight for me. When I’m about to leave, they pull me back. Tell me what they love about me. Tell me how much they love me. Tell me what I meant to them. Show me, how much they don’t want to lose me. Words mean nothing. I want them to prove to me, everything that they’ll ever say to me. You say you love me, well show me that you do. You say you care about me, prove it. You say you don’t want to lose me, well show me. One day, I hope someone will fight for me
It started off as a typical saturday night with my lover but next thing I know we are at my neighbors house dancing the night away. As simple as it was it made my night…as a matter of fact it was perfect, romantic in its own little way. I’ve never danced with him and even though he was tipsy it still meant the world to me. What meant even more was when he referred me to others as his girlfriend. Hearing that word made me want to break down and cry and just hug and kiss him. Considering the fact that we have been together for 4 years and the past two years have been a hectic roller coaster with several downs but what breaks my heart the most is the fact that we can’t have a normal relationship. I am literally kept as secret all because their are such cruel and selfish people that don’t care for his feelings nor the fact that he loves me and wants to be with me; causing him to be put into a war between his love and his family and friends. A beautiful 4 year relationship being ruined by others is just plain unfair. Everyone asks me why do I still hold on….truth is…He’s my true love. I love that boy with all my heart but is love really worth all this. I kid you not, when we are together (such as last night) we are great but he goes home or to his friends it all changes. It breaks my heart because I just want us to go back to how we use to be. I would do anything and I literally mean anything. I just wish he would stand up for himself.
